Friday, October 16, 2009 ♥
♥ 10:10 PM
Are friends still friends like this?Are friends still friends when we are not talking?
You really don't mind it, do you?
You already make up your mind, is it?
Can't we still be friend?
I really did did it, aren't i?
Then what can i do now?
Can you tell me?
It's takes 2 hands to clap, right?
My hand alone, can't support yours, right?
My determination...
Can i win?
Our friendship...
Is it still in contract?
OUr friendship...
Is it going to be destroy?
Does it end like this?
It end, right?
I eventually can't win..
Cox you've given up on it.
Our friendship..
For 3 years..
I think you prefer others, right?
Then i too won't stop it.
But i will wait until you forgive me.
At that time,
Our hand will join in 1..'
In the proved of our new friendship.
I hoped it can work out....
I really wanted this,
aren't i?????
Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥
♥ 4:45 AM
I kw already. Which place heavier in my heart. But its too late. I'm so stupid. I can't save this friendship anymore. It's my fault, isn't it? When i found out, i can't do anything already. Dumb rite?
To that person that i cannot do anything: I'm really sorry. Did i really do it? I didn't even realize it. Maybe i'm too dumb. But to you, must think that i'm purposely, right? You think i don't cherish you enough, right? Just cox i happy talk to you then not happy then ignore you, right? I don't know what to tell you actually. I think i'm lost of words. I don't what to say since you already giving up our friendship. I...what the fuck am i doing?