Today i was late for school. I woke up on time but i'm very lazy so i keep dili deli. Then i go to the general office to collect my pretty offence slip. Damn that Mr Pua larhhhx! Asshole! I just late one time then he give me tio detention but i never go. He say:" everytime come so late give u one lesson if not later u start again!" Damn bad rite? lols. Then after that go class, get lectured by Mr soh. Then mY RESULTS not really very good. Double times-bad. Then after that, i went back to Sembawang to help that idiotic methilda take her dunno wad form. Damn xin ku lorhhx somemore bloody hot. Nw i have 3 outings to go. 2 with 2E4. 1 with outside friends. lols. Then i came back with slippers and home clothes. Damn shuang! Then i collect mine IC then we went to northpoint food court to eat. Went with wei hong, vincent and marcus and of cox jovia! Then after that, they eat and eat only lorhhx. Then we talk and talk and talk. LOls. lame rite? After we ate finish, we go to popular. On the way there, me and jovia saw the keychain that was hanging on his bag(keychain=we gave him on his b'day). Damn touched by him. I didn't kw he will cherish it since boys don't ike girl stuff and you kw rite? Not all boys will accept this kind of gifts. I change my perspective on him. Hahas. It nice to have such friends. After popular, went to the japanese resturant to eat with my mum then go shop for her clothes. Trying to act young marhhx. hahas.. then after that went to buy my handphone. YAY! lols. quarrel with people too but i don't care about them. Also buy something like a internet device that can use internet on phone. Not bad rite? Nw i using it also. Hahas.

Labels: by him

27/7/09? What is this special occasions? Why would i name it out on my blog? Of course! That comes with a special reason, That date was wei hong's b'day. Those that dunno nw kws nw. After school, we went to buy wei hong b'day present. Tiny and me only though cox the rest have remidial. We went to chose the cake for wei hong and a present though. Actually i bake a cake but then tiny kept complaining about it so i decided to buy a new 1. We chose strawberry cheesecake for him as he like strawberry marhhhx. But he don't really like cheese though. Got strawberry can lerhhhx rite? since jovia, wei hong, charles, august and marcus have remidial, me and tiny went to northpoint 1st. Haha. Then around 3.40 meet jovia at Nee Soon Park. Jovia told me that we have choir today, i was so shocked liao. wtf? But xin rui they all say don't have lorhhhx. Then Mr Poon went to the music room but no choice since today is wei hong b'day, we decided to skip and please larhhhx, they was the one that tell us that we dont have choir 1 lorhhhx. It not really our fualt. I told jovia bout the cake thingy and she tasted the brownie that i made. She say the strawberry spoil the whole thing. Then we waited for the boys. Damn slow. I ask jovia and tiny dont tell the boys about the brownie thing cox they will dee xiao 1 lorhhx. Then later vin dunno why went away then we celebrate without him. I'm so touched lorhhx, the boy ate the disgusting brownie that i made without a single complains. Lols. Then we went to marcus house watch ghost sho. Damn funny lorhhx, not like ghost show like this but some part scary. scared me sia. After that we all went back home lerhhhx. then me and tiny walked together. And tts all for today. Isn't it sweet?

happi 15th b'day Tho Wei Hong!

Labels: happy b'day

I knew it! His not that kind of person. I'm really sorry for misunderstanding u, it's not pirposely though. For 3years already, actully to be precise, it should be around 2years. For 2years, yet i can't even understand u. Aren't i a failure. I felt so stupid. I'm lost with no directions. I kept on misunderstands u and think that u change for the worst. I'm the worst friend u ever had rite? I know u won't read my blog so maybe i wrote it here to let my friends read but not you. I can't even face u siia. Things aren't going well lately. Not what i except. Choir? Not really trouble but got things on. Friendship? Maybe? Not sure though. Relationship? Give up lerhhhx. Let me change my sentence. My feelings for him is just an illusions. Its not real. More of a fan then a person that likes him. Sianz. Mean he not even my crush.

I really wan to be the main character in those romance shows. Get a perosn that love me most and in the middle there a lot of struggle. I also wan to be like her, responsible and produced excellent works. But all of this are found in the movie. It will never exist in real life, rite? I so stupid. You know what? I believe that Fairytales does exist in this world lehhhx! Doesn't it sound stupid. Everything to me is just okay okay, only i will fail in relationship. But its better, being love then never once love before. Don't u agree? Follow ur feeling then ur mind. Go with the waves. What stupid talk i type. Buying bags and meeting jovia and Yik ning 2morrow. Looking for bags. Someone lyk me, need to have a change in bag soon. Wonder why i'm so popular. BHB! Hahas. Self-confidence. NO larhhhx. I not popular, just mixing around. There surely more then 1 person don't like u no matter how good u are. Everyone is not perfect.

I wish my friends don't treat me so good.

Labels: nothing special

I don't think i like him. I think is just an illusion. Thinking too much? wads wrong with me? Sometime like sometime dun like. Maybe 1st tym crush on a person barhhhx. Dunno the feeling so anyhow think. LOLs.

Wishlist
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1. School Back-pack
2. Wallet
3. Clothes(optional)
4. Back to 2e4(even though now the friends damn good)
5. New files
6. Start a new relationship, accept new people, forget about things that i can;t get


All this things, i will use my ability to buy. HAha.

PEOPLE DO CHANGE. I HAVE 1 RITE BESIDE ME? WE NOT GD MEHHX? NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR U?

Labels: lame matters

Today went sch per-normal. Gave methilda her b'day present. I don't know if she happy nort, but i think yes larhhhx. Dare say no to my present?! Wan die?! No larhhhx. Then went to lessons per normal. EXCEPT AFTER RECESS. Don't bother to post on it. LOLS.
Ask,
1. I'm i immature?
2. Have i change?
3. Did i change to become a bad or a good person?
4. I'm always this sensitive?

Stupid questions...
i m me! Everyone changed. No one is perfect. Live for yourself. Think for yourself. Don't be so petty.

thats my life...my principals.

Dun post lerhhhx. toking to elaine nw about something.


Elaine wan see yong xiang and duan feng at NCC then say larhhhhx. No need hide 1!

Labels: for no or some reasons.

Happy b'day to methilday tay wei xian(18/7/09)
Happy b'day to Nur Fad (18/7/09)

Today, very tired. Dunno whye? lols. Today have choir lehhx, can't sing the high notes. So disappointed sia. I deprove so much lorhhx, need to practice lerhhhx lehhhx. Today, got alot of exciting things happen.

Another thing, my handphone was confiscated on the 17 July 2009 and only can be return by monday which is the 20 July 2009. So i went to collect my handphone from the teacher but unfortuately, it spoilt. Wtf?! Hello? My handphone with u for the last 2 days and when u returned to me, it spoilt?! Damn sad sia. My handphone lyk my LAO GONG like that lorhhhx. That is like my life and i really like that phone alot lorhhx. nvm barhhhx. Just need buy a new phone lorhhx. U c, tt phone dun have any network problem. Cant even call or message. Can u imagine my pain? Tt is contact all my "beloved" friends. Nw lyk tt lerhhhx larhhhx. The teacher very happy already lorhhx. WTF?!

Today went to the 'shi tou' there and eat then i ask elaine cum dw slack. Lyk a dog, she really did! Just kidding. She cum down as a friend larhhhx. Hahas. The food damn nice! Dun jealous arhhhx, ppl!

Dun wan post lerhhhx. need do hw. Nw toking to the same people again(elaine and elaine's dadi
To elaine- nvr blame u at all so dun need feel guilty. Kick out of the house? NEVER! i kw that they will let me in the larhhhx. Cox i'm the only child marhhhx. No larhhhx. They won't mean what they say 1 larhhx, cox they will xin tong. Hahas. No larhhx. just like tis.

Labels: to belated person.

Today, went to school as usual. Do the same usual things like listening in class, do teacher's homework and on. When i've been so obedient? Am i crazy? Sometimes, i think, what's important to me? Also, when ppl bully me, why i'm not angry? I'm like useless person. But today, i learnt that bullying is a part of 2E4. Whenever they bully me, those flashback of them would start. They pulled mine hair, scared me and tripped me. To me thats what linked us to them. That is the only connections, isn't it? Others? Also linked to bullying and calling names. Maybe this is how a tied a string to them, to be connect forever. But...once the string is broken, i don't think that anything could mend it. Cox...it would leave a scar foreva...

Today was a happy and a fun day, sad and a sad day. Dun want to talk about it. Lols. Today walked back home lorhhhx. Leg damn pain! Sweat too. Since when have i been sweating like this. Miss those guys. Badminton. I want to play with them but now nots the time.

Lazy post lerhhhx. I want go listen songs.

Labels: changed.

What's is happening to me? I seem so hateful. I don't know what's happening around me..i don't even know what i'm doing. Why am i like that? I'm not like that at first. Have i change? or the surroundings around me have change? Sometime i kw that my friends have me supporting me that i can be able to stand on my feet now. Those that are closer to me, like, jovia, elaine, and so on and on. Those are the friendship that i cherish very much...until now. I everytym anyhw think. I kept saying they all have change? The truth is that, i, myself, have change so much. I just didn't realise it until now. Who going to tell me what to do? Everything to me seem like a dream. My friends, my gans, everything.
Think...i'm so werid. I started to be quiet in class, do teacher's homework. I don't like to tralk to anyone in class during lessons unless that lesson is very boring and i can't understand it. Have i become mature? No right? i wish i'm just the same old me. I don't wan to change. I don't wan to be hated by my friends even though they will accept who i m. But theres' a limit to their limitations. Aren't i right? LOls. Care so much for wad? Happy can liaoooooooos.

Labels: about me?

Today, we went to Nee Soon Park to celebrate jovia's B'day. The boys damn stupid lorhhx, they went play basketball lorhx. Wtf! The stupid augustus and charles and wei hong went to see my messages,then thought i like NiGEl lorhhx. I don't even like him lorhhhx. Nvm about that. Childish people marhhx, not like me so matured! Then jovia came, me and vin sang happy b'day song to her. You must be wonndering why charles they all never sing, right? Bloody hell! They playing basketball with Chew Kim Hoe, then i call them they don't want come. Then when sing finish the b'day song then they come and eat cake only. This type of people also have sia. After that, Jovia opened the presents which is full of surprises! Then we rode bicycle around the track while charles, augustus, marcus played those 'balls'. Lols. Then vincent want to go back home already so me and jovia use charles and augustus's bicycle to send him home. Damn GUO FEN lorhhhx. B'day girl also must send him home lehhhx! Wa lao. Guai lan sia. Today, okay larhhx. Not bad. At least i learned one gd thing. We all haven change. I wish to believe that for eternity.

Go home, i do my physic homework which is very difficult, i guess? Then called elaine and her gan daddy for conf. I think her gan daddy is like very sad for some reasons. I hope he don;t be sad lerhx larhx. Never heard a phrase before arhx," a apple a day, keeps ur problems away!"
Elaine, who sleeps like a pig today is not feeling very well so i hope that she can get well and don't anyhow think. Wad H1N1? Don't lame larhx, whr gt suai suai zhong 1! Lols.


Thanks u all for attending Jovia Goh Pei Shan's Party.




Happy B'day to you, Jovia Goh Pei Shan!
Wish U Happy 4eva and eva.
Wish ur "secret" come true!
Best friend foreva!

Labels: precious memories

Nothing special happen today, just as usual. I really hope something special would happen, one day, to me. Maybe some exiciting things or character. My life is boring but bliss. You know what? I have friendship and family's problem, like others, but one thing i have that others will not have. Obviously, that is a secret.
I can't always have the best.

I met these people very long ago. We started to talk on the phone at 1st, slowly we met out. We talk on phone, happily. But happiness does not last long, storm came. At 1st, with that friends, we are still okay. But as the storm passes by, these friends changed. They are not the friends that i know. Even though nw i don't know if we are still friends anymore, but i will still keep those wonderful memories in my mind. Always remember the time we spend together at the beginning. That was what i think in the 1st place, but nw no. I think that they are just like a complete stranger. At 1st, i wanted to keep those memories, but i don'y think theres any need to do this anymore. I think it should be deleted from my mind. Since they didn't appreciate it, then why should we? Friends? Such a word that can be say out easily, but to maintain it, u need to go through alot of things. But those who just want to end it with just a simple sentence or maybe a message, i think those people are desciple. I hate those person. But hating a person is so tiring. So i will delete them for my mind. i just pretend i don't know this people.

Last thing, thanks for those nice memories. i don't think i need those nw. pathetic.

Labels: to be deleted

I went out with vincent, zhi zian and zi hao for our POA project work. Shock rite? I actually do my project work lehx! Lols. We went to zhi xian's house do the project but then we hardly do anything. We don't have any ideas at all. Vincent drew the lines for our boardgame, i didn't do anything at all, same for the rest. Lols. Then we went back at around 7? But then we meet Li xian after that to slack for awhile. We went to the void deck, Sun Plaza's food court and then to the library. Hahas. They very bad lorhx, they at library there, dee xiao the small kids. Then they very crazy lorhhhx, take my ugly photos. But luckily, i hid very fast, then the the vision of the photos are not clear. I'm smart, rite? Hahas. Then we played a trick on Li xian. We left without her but then she went home lerhx. Hahas. Today was a very funny day sia. We kept laughing. We also discuss about other things as well. :)
Hope that things like this would last. Things of good memories will be kept with my friends. GOOD MEMORIES. WOULD lAST. FOREVER. ever.

Don't post lerhx. Nid to sleep. No larhx, excuse. I want to watch my show lerhx. And if i write too long, i think those unknown readers will thought i'm a old lady. So naggy.

Labels: things...

mei ge ren you bu tong de bai ma wang zi.

Labels: on th white horse

Many things have happened. Some are unhappy things and some are happy things. Problem mostly is with my friends or families. Even though, those things make me really sad but i have friends that i couls rely on, those that i could trust. Thay are always the one that make me the happiest. Being with them make me the happiest person in the world. Friendship, this thing, is really mysterious. I don't know why,when i with my friends, i would really be happy then at home, some how i rely them more then my family members. Though there's problem, but after that it's alright again. Didn't u heard befor this phrase, "after rain, it would be rainbow". I believed that my life would rain then shine. My friends, are actually my pillar. They are my crying shoulders. I love them, appreciate and cherish them a lot. But people...one day will evetually change, like those people. Those outside and those that are inside. They change that i don't know if they are lying or telling the truth, they really mean it or not, become cold and so on and on...
My family? How can i describe it? Its like cats and dogs. I'm the dogs and the rest are cats. Hahas. I'm brought up in a single family, which is not a proud thing to say. I'm always lack of communication with my family, because of our age and the way we think. They are all the type of people that think that beating is the best way to slove problems like the behaviour of kid, but to me, i think that way of teaching was wrong.
Relationship? Of course, everyone will have those type of thing and me too. Anyway, there nothing more to talk about. I'm already decide to forget him. No. Should i say i think that we won't be together anyway. Impossible. Loving someone is more difficult then someone likes u. At least that someone that likes u, will make u look like a princess. Rather than u like them but they treat u like shit. Am i right? It great when there people fall in love with u.

This are my memories. Most of them are wonderful. While some are notx.

Labels: to be remembered