Sunday, August 23, 2009 ♥
A moment ♥ 2:59 AM
Quarreled with someone today for some lame things. It's the 1st tym though. I'm not angry or wad cox i think that our quarrel would make our bond stronger like how it's with me and jovia. You surely fight one day even for some stupid things. This type of thing can't be overlooked because such small things might destroy everything eventually. One must take a step, offer ur hand and shake. It's take 2 hands to clap. Hahas. I hoped i won't be the 1 that offer, i offered too much already. Sick and tired of giving in to friends. Can't complain. I wish there once that they would prove that i was important to them. A part of their life. Someone or something important. Can't let it go. Those type of confrimation. To my dissapointed, this would not happen. I'm so greedy. I just want more and more and want something in return. When have i become like this? So greedy to an exchange. After experiencing so many thing and it come to this..I'm so selfish.
Today, the skies was clear and bright. Wind...blown towards my unwashed face. Slapping me real hard. The message it's conveying to me was 'another new day'. Sighed. I think, Whats my new day would be like? Will i have another fight with my friends? Will i quarrel with my families? Will it be a happy day? What will happen today? The thoughts were unpleasent. I wish i could just sleep forever and ever. Without any trouble, not knowig whats wrongs and rights. Without any problems. The day would be covered with darkness. Thinking..wouldn't that be so sad? My families, friends, those that concerned about me would feel sad. Though i don't know if they are real or fake to me. This are my friends at least. Can't change the fact that I LOVE THEM. No matter how close or how far. Those, my friends, would be the best. Thank you for friending a person like me. Giving in most of the time. Labels: of Happiness...