Friday, July 24, 2009 ♥
misunderstand n joking. ♥ 8:38 AM
I knew it! His not that kind of person. I'm really sorry for misunderstanding u, it's not pirposely though. For 3years already, actully to be precise, it should be around 2years. For 2years, yet i can't even understand u. Aren't i a failure. I felt so stupid. I'm lost with no directions. I kept on misunderstands u and think that u change for the worst. I'm the worst friend u ever had rite? I know u won't read my blog so maybe i wrote it here to let my friends read but not you. I can't even face u siia. Things aren't going well lately. Not what i except. Choir? Not really trouble but got things on. Friendship? Maybe? Not sure though. Relationship? Give up lerhhhx. Let me change my sentence. My feelings for him is just an illusions. Its not real. More of a fan then a person that likes him. Sianz. Mean he not even my crush.I really wan to be the main character in those romance shows. Get a perosn that love me most and in the middle there a lot of struggle. I also wan to be like her, responsible and produced excellent works. But all of this are found in the movie. It will never exist in real life, rite? I so stupid. You know what? I believe that Fairytales does exist in this world lehhhx! Doesn't it sound stupid. Everything to me is just okay okay, only i will fail in relationship. But its better, being love then never once love before. Don't u agree? Follow ur feeling then ur mind. Go with the waves. What stupid talk i type. Buying bags and meeting jovia and Yik ning 2morrow. Looking for bags. Someone lyk me, need to have a change in bag soon. Wonder why i'm so popular. BHB! Hahas. Self-confidence. NO larhhhx. I not popular, just mixing around. There surely more then 1 person don't like u no matter how good u are. Everyone is not perfect.I wish my friends don't treat me so good. Labels: nothing special