Today, went to school as usual. Do the same usual things like listening in class, do teacher's homework and on. When i've been so obedient? Am i crazy? Sometimes, i think, what's important to me? Also, when ppl bully me, why i'm not angry? I'm like useless person. But today, i learnt that bullying is a part of 2E4. Whenever they bully me, those flashback of them would start. They pulled mine hair, scared me and tripped me. To me thats what linked us to them. That is the only connections, isn't it? Others? Also linked to bullying and calling names. Maybe this is how a tied a string to them, to be connect forever. But...once the string is broken, i don't think that anything could mend it. Cox...it would leave a scar foreva...
Today was a happy and a fun day, sad and a sad day. Dun want to talk about it. Lols. Today walked back home lorhhhx. Leg damn pain! Sweat too. Since when have i been sweating like this. Miss those guys. Badminton. I want to play with them but now nots the time.